Wednesday, 12 March 2008

Decisions contd


the very thot of them makes me shiver! what would that phobia be called?

questions like: have u decided yet?
what exactly do you want to do with your life?(live it?!)
where do you see yourself in the next five years? (rich duh!)
have u made up ur mind?
what's it going to be?
even to the really almost unimportant:
what would you like to eat?
which dress would you like to wear?
red or blue?
short or long?
big or small?
i just always have issues with making up my mind!

Now, i totally admire those people- especially ladies like me- who seem to know exactly what they want, to the last T! I look at them and think, why cant i be like that?
One thing though that I like to tell people when they ask me what i want and i'm spinning inside, totally confused, is that "at least i know what i dont want".

which is actually true and useful in cases where there are two options, but where the options abound and almost all of them have an element or two i like? i become Alice in wonderland!

I cant even tell my favorite color, because i have more than several favorites!

Am i weird or am i weird?



ibiluv said...

i find it hard to make decisons too
i dont think u are weird
i just know that for ANY decision thats needs to b made
there is a thot process
u sit down
block out all external factors
deep within u,u will find that *thing* that *u* want

wish u the best as u make ur decisions

Anonymous said...

Nope, you arent weird. Its so hard making decisions ehn... right now im at a point in my life where i have to take a decision that could either make or break me, believe me, its torture.